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1.
stop expecting me to be in love keep your feelings to yourself because it isn't over you know it's never over you used to be a pretty problem now you're just a pain in the ass you were never classy you were just secondhand trash and i don't wanna clean up anymore and i won't let you stain all the things i've made this was never anymore than a chore from the day we met to the last thing that you said and all i see are your predictable habits and the cigarettes and unwelcome hands and you're in her bed again you were rough at best, a frazzled child made a fool of me again thinking that you would change people never do change you took the best parts of myself and you turned them all against me i could never see you clearly i ignored all the dishonesty and i don't wanna clean up anymore and i won't let you stain all the things i've made this was never anymore than a chore from the day we met to the last thing that you said and all i see are your predictable habits and the cigarettes and unwelcome hands and you're in her bed again i will be as mad at you as i want for as long as i want i will owe nothing to you for as long as i want i want nothing to do with you ever again
2.
i don't wanna be sorry for making you crazy i don't need another one you've been running in and out of my mind all day and when i come home, it still isn't done daddy warbucks, i give no fucks i wanna run your brains don't wanna be your baby i don't want an invitation to another one of your pity parties they're boring, you bore me you contribute to the cycle of a disrespectful culture and claim solidarity on issues you contribute to daddy warbucks, i give no fucks i wanna run your brains don't wanna be your baby
3.
Make Out 02:12
sleep all day, stay inside i'll waste the time in my bed cry sometimes, wonder if i should be on the prozac my brain is done with my shit and it's giving in and everyone i know hangs with their boyfriend my best friend doesn't ever ask me how i'm doing i live with some girls but i don't really like them everyone's so stupid i just wanna lay down with you everyone's so stupid i just wanna make out with you i go out by myself i wanna feel the sunshine wanna smoke cigarettes without being hit on i watch the couples walk by hand in hand i watch the tourists filling up the trash cans everyone's so stupid i just wanna lay down with you everyone's so stupid i just wanna make out with you
4.
Seven Days 02:11
seven days and seven ways to work together to make things better things i did and the things you said and the things we both want to forget from my window i can see clouds are only temporary and on the ground there's only gray but we're gonna be okay you are sick and i am sick of the people we used to hang out with you are bored and i am bored of the people we used to be before but from my window i can see clouds are only temporary and on the ground there's only gray but we're gonna be okay
5.
why'd you have to change 'cuz this song was meant for you you said things that i thought were true you're killing me the same in your eyes i see the lies we were one, but now we're two i still want you i can't stand the way you breathe in every glance you are haunting me trickle down the static in my spine like a dog you cry and whine for me to touch you because now i would die for you tonight because i won't leave without a fight i can see it clearly now the sorrow in your brow tells me that it's true you said you would be here for while but when i see her smile i really do see because now i die for you tonight because i won't leave without a fight
6.
Irrelevant 03:35
i've been waiting for the day i could sleep a little sounder without you but you're messy, you left stains on the people i love, the people i would do anything to get rid of you you're never gone enough, you still don' think you did anything wrong well i can show you scars that will never disappear everything's better now we all pretend you were never here the world will harden you but that's no excuse and i hope you see it through do what you said you'd do you're too dirty for me you're too dirty it took too long for me to see you were never the person you claimed to be trying on skins to impress me i hate that it worked but i am a tree and my roots are digging deep you weren't important enough to sway me from my path and i don't need to rise above you i'm already higher than that and you're becoming more irrelevant the world will harden you but that's no excuse and i hope you'll see it through do what you said you'd do you're too dirty for me you're too dirty
7.
I Hate You 03:02
Ooooo I hate you Ooooo I hate you when you look at me, you're the only one you see you're blinded by stupid philosophies your words leak out like a broken spout you think you're the only one with doubt in the room the only victim, the only one who knows how shitty things are i just don't let it show you always weigh your problems heavier than mine but it's my birthday and you're drinking my wine you act like you're the reason for every fucking season but leaves are falling and you will too very soon you're an open book that no one wants to read a phony, stereotypical plastic barbie queen Ooooo I hate you Ooooo I hate you Ooooo I hate you Ooooo I hate you
8.
Dream World 02:10
you strip me barer than bones and i face the layers of muscles and blood i've covered myself in scar tissue please don't go away or i'll miss you i need a second to sort through all the accidents i've caused but there was nothing accidental at all it's that sometimes i feel so small i could make my own planet where everything is honest and words don't get jumbled and i can believe in promises promise me this there's a color for everyone and one day i'll be weightless i watch your silhouette through the sheets i'm learning to love all the tiny diamonds they're bold just to exist but they won't help me through this i need a second to work out my lack of trust because i can count an abacus of fucked up a syllabus of tough love i could make my own planet where everything is honest and words don't get jumbled and i can believe in promises promise me this there's a color for everyone and one day i'll be weightless
9.
the way i feel i something that i can't say and it feels like a wave of space invaders and rattlesnakes i'm not lying, i'm not lying, no i'm in your arms but far away no one can chase me the stars above are beckoning me, telling me come home please come home, please come home i am waiting, very patient i am missing the ones i used to know what's this feeling i can't stop feeling i am wondering why this world won't let me go
10.
Eat Them 02:11
they say human tastes best frozen i agree just bite around the bones leave the dick for birds to eat pick my teeth and go in for your heart of weeds i could puke you up you and your misogyny i don't think it's fine, i wanna kill you and i can say the same about your friends giving all their money to the boy bands i'm sick of stupid men i think i'm gonna eat them eat you and your friends you're the type of guy who likes to call me pretty but when i call you out, you just call me bitchy you don't want to listen you just want to look at me it's been going on too long this time you're the meat i don't think it's fine, i wanna kill you and i can say the same about your friends giving all their money to the boy bands i'm sick of stupid men i think i'm gonna eat them eat you and your friends
11.
i'm always watching when you're lying through your teeth you try to bite my head off when i tell you truth is all you need you feel me but you can't see and when you're waking up you have to face the shadows of your mind are making mazes when the truth is all you need and i can't breathe you feel me but you can't see i am my own ocean i'll climb my own mountain i don't wanna be the only one you're saying sorry to i don't wanna be the only one

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released July 8, 2016

recorded by benny grotto and zach bloomstein at mad oak studios, allston ma
produced by matt hipp and benny grotto
mixed by benny grotto at mad oak studios
mastered by jon markson

all songs written/arranged by ella, alison and claire

special thanks:
rob lohr of allston amps (for carlos)
steph durwin
jules hale
jon weiss

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